waiting..

still waiting for KS to start a blog.. he says his journal cum emails are like a blog.. eh.. not really leh..

also waiting for LY to reply my last email about china.. will email again if he hasnt gotten back by end of January..

WP's church member, a 13 yr old diagnosed w cancer of knee yesterday, seems the aunt had kids that died of cancer previously.. heavy feelings.. but trust in God. Faith, Hope and Love. God will turn things around, not a sickness unto death, but for the glory of God.

WP, jus like each time we pray for each Thai person to be healed, the battle is not jus for healing, but even more for their lives. as i prayed for R yesterday, i sensed the same battle going on.. so we must pray, and topple over the schemes of the devil. and God is on our side, as we are on His as we pray. do not be discouraged by what you see, but press on. He promises a purpose for all of us. As we pray for R, any combination of things can happen. but as long as we are in His will, it will be acceptable, there will be peace. And faith, hope and love remains. God is constant.

read something that struck me fr purpose driven life book. day 19 (on fellowship.) " Community has nothing to do with compatibility." it is based on the fact that we belong to each other, because of our relationship to God.

that helped me, cos have been having problems with a few pple.. jus their particular idosyncracies dat i struggle to accept.. so even if we annoy each other, family is for keeps, we'll jus find a way to come to terms w it one day.. and don have to worry wat if i dont like my disciple/cell member, or do i choose those i think i'll get along with to be in the same cell as me(?).. it does not matter, cos "in God, all things hold together"(this is a bible verse btw)

another point "..understanding others.. think of how far they have come in spite of XXX..., instead of how far they still have to go." change my heart dear Lord.. that i may treat others as i should, as You have loved me.. i don like myself when i behave impatiently, its like, wats my problem, mann.. SOS!.. there are even those who don know You, or are much bigger shots who have even more patient attitude than me.. SOS pls! pray for true humbleness as You are.. and genuineness in love.

rabbit digs a burrow.. later cell at SA's.. i dunno.. hungry.. look for food..