hmm

well.. firstly, Praise God that R"s (the girl who was diagnosed with cancer) brother has received Christ..! he's 18 yrs old..

today felt kinda down.. think its delayed depression from the news of cancer.. or delayed trauma reaction.. jus cant seem to make my heart smile.. or it smile for a while then go quiet again.. cant even figure myself out sometimes.. like why i react the way i do.. (thought if anyone would know its me rite!) didnt see this downness coming.. hmm.. haiz.. but i know it will pass, jus need some time..

Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God. ps 42