late nites

been sleeping late past few nites, chatting w wanping, tonight went to visit the members at encounter.. slept at 2 yest, and now its 0217! not insomnia.. jus feelin hyper.. don know why.

mayb cos im on leave on mon. hee. long weekend.. den next week mon is holiday! yay!

today God taught me a bit on prayer.. read the booklet chap 2. prayer is birthed from desire. interesting.. been saying dat word a lot recently.. interesting. it can be used to describe so many things. hmm. den read the carlos annacondia book a bit and was q blown away by how there's so much faith and reality of God as he shares testimony after testimony. the power and authority of God that is given to us. to set people free. if only we understood it. how it would change the world if we did. Father, i want to understand it..

haiz. dunno why. prayed for a girl today, and found tearing with her as i did. then later cry again when was prayed for. think it is just You. but i was very glad. cos i felt a return to watching and waiting for You and praying as You led.

learned that.. it is the time you spend praying/interceding in private, that can allow you to pray undistracted and in the Spirit, both inside and outside home. and the same relationship enables you to be effective in leading worship. ponder what does r'ship need to grow.. time spent, trust, openness in sharing, mutual conversation, understanding, care, shared experiences... so it is also with our r'ship with You.

raindrops on roses.. wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings..

Deep calls to deep in the roar of your waterfalls.. ps 42:7

I love you, O LORD, my strength. ps 18:1
David loved God.. he just said it out.. have always thot it is such an intimate glimpse into how he felt towards You.. not the kingship, not the material comforts, not the wars he has won.. but just this.. he loves You, O Lord, his strength.. a living relationship, esteemed above all he had or had achieved in this earth.. hmm.

dear Lord, thank You for the fellowship tonight, and for all You have done and continue to do in this encounter. for all our members, and R who is attending a sep one.. Praise and worship to You. =)