Monday, May 02, 2005

labour day

hooray! its a holiday! on a monday. so glad.. also cos slept at 330 las nite.. and woke at 745.. so a bit fried kinda feeling.. overestimated myself perhaps.. cos nite b4 also slept at 3 plus talking to WanPing!.. and was ok the next day.. jus was not sleepy.. mayb cos happy thinking abt holiday today!

went to watch interpreter las night, not bad.. interesting.. realised nicole is q pretty.

listening to my new planetshakers cd! "open up the gates"

thinkin.. sometimes, Father, things can get me feeling down/not sure of direction.. but in my own space, in Your presence, listening to worship songs, i can reconnect back to You and there's a joy that jus springs up again suddenly. its jus the joy of my Father, of being thankful that i know You. i know this world cant be just me and You.. tho sometimes i kinda wish it could be..? dat i could jus stay here and be in this moment with You.. and dat it would last forever.. have an inkling that heaven is a bit like this.. millions of times amplified.. perhaps i get distracted/affected easily. or perhaps its just when u care, u will feel something..

haha.. remember once i threw out this notion to J that without emotions, things would be simpler. can be messy stuff. but dear Lord, perhaps if i learnt to let You govern mine, consciously, i will see the difference.. interesting. never thot abt this before.. how exciting to see what will happen. =)

2 comments:

Guojun said...

Hmm... I watched Interpreter too. Think its a bit confusing leh.... But Nicole Kidman is really pretty hor?

polaris said...

yep, she looks good blond..