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i jus told my mum abt my China plans.. she was alrite, jus asked if i knew anyone there, and assumed i would be on my own funding.. she said she understands.. Thank You Lord.. i think she'll tell my dad.. so now i can jus focus more on working with ps J..

Philippians 4:8 (NIV)
Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable–if anything is excellent or praiseworthy–think about such things.

this verse is applicable.. cos yest J was v rude to my friend on my comp, and lied abt it till i confronted her (cos MSN got record), so its quite dumb on her part to lie abt it. anyways, she got scolded by me, and esp mum.

the thing is.. tho she act tough and refuse to apologise and insist she's right (like last time when she was younger, tho now dat we're grown up it's jus weird when she did it), this time i see her unreasonable behaviour so much clearer and well.. if she's wrong she's wrong loh.. no amt of smoke or diverging can cover that.. not much point getting myself angry abt it after a while..

jus see that she's actually a rather sad case to be someone w such bad behaviour, w pride/insecurity such tt she wont admit when she's in the wrong (hence her forever quarrels w her mother-in-law, "futile thinking, darkened heart, foolishness"?).. and as i struggle w pride in my life too (trying to focus on serving w humility), so.. well.. God is just.. leave it to Him.. i jus want to be thankful for the mercy He shows me.. other things is His to settle.. of cos, did feel sad that she behave so badly.. would be nice to hv have a better r'ship, she hd seemed more mature in the last yr.. well.. shrug.. feel sorry for my bro-in-law, he seems really nice.. suddenly she's seem to be jus a small person, ranting/raving in a small corner by herself.. well well.. people..

Philippians 4:8 (NIV)Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable–if anything is excellent or praiseworthy–think about such things.

the verse is applicable cos.. well there are so many more wonderful and exciting things to think abt (plans, trips, lovely friends and parents). jus thankful.. so tho felt disapointed abt it.... Lord, i jus want to look to You.. and as i do.. i feel glad in You again..

Ps 105:3
Glory in His holy name; Let the heart of those who seek the Lord be glad.

God's word is amazing.. penetrates, divides, judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart..

me going blading.. den meting CL and XH in afternoon.. commit today into Your hands Lord.. thank You for this day..

ps. i discovered 'Risk' is a v fun boardgame to play.. hee. ;)