1231

its 1231 now.. a.m.. woke up at 1 pm today so still ok.. haven bathe tho.. cos came back at 11+.. i think i need to pray more.. so dat more things will settle down and i can see things more clearly and thus respond in an effective way.. esp towards pple i care abt.. rite now.. sometimes there is so much info tt the feelings/signals are all in e air.. i cant make sense of it and so not sure when to comfort and when to clarify/encourage/explain or when someone needs me jus to listen.. Thank God for His grace.. and that He is God and ultimately in control. Praise God.! Dear Lord.. help me.. to respond in Your loving way.. in everything..

stressful, or maybe not. hv meeting w dr K on tues. watever. its interesting. how the Lord helps me see the situations. now mostly feeling, like dat loh. Thank You Lord.. i appreciate Your viewpoint to know what to be stressed and what not to be stressed about.
And God is not stressed. and He does not want us to be anxious about anything. He is God.

A said he feels depressed these days. cos of the crossroads he's in. Girls can be so s******.

feel strange these days.. esp abt.. maybe jus a phase.. ... it comes and passes fr time to time.. feel kinda lonely when it comes.. but i thank God that i hv a few friends who i know care abt me. one of which is WANPING!(who is happy to see her name in blogs) keke. cool babe. and R, J, CL, XH, L, S.. i am v blessed. Thank You Lord.. xie xie ni ai wo.

i do notice that when.. i'll think abt.. and then it precipitates an... of.. sigh.. wonder how much longer it will b like dis.. it really makes me sigh when i notice it happening..

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but its normal i guess.