so maybe we are gng to usa. maybe. ok most likely.

everything is so uncertain. sigh. i thought i left that kind to lifestyle behind when we returned to sg.

and interestingly, of all the things he could be interested in, he is into one that has a v uncertain career path. and one that doesnt easily translate to other pathways. and i cant work in usa. so flying back and forth etc etc... dunno.. really just need to keep praying about it.

i think that when we were in China, eventually we try to live some semblance of normalcy in a v different environment. so we are stressed out on some level, but we are used to being stressed all the time it becomes a normal thing which we then work our activities, plans, actions into. we are not even aware of being stressed anymore. but i feel it when i return to sg. cos i dont operate on that level anymore. however, sg has become crazy over the last few yrs so that is ano type of stress.

anyhow. i hope it wont be like that when we go to usa.

sigh.