jus came back from mission trip today. it was really cool. dear Lord, praise You. Just wondering what sort of impact it would have in my life. seeing all the miracles happen. it is just amazing.. and it drives home deeper how real this all is.. and how real hell is. how.. so many dying without You.. perhaps i have been avoiding it, cos dont want to imagine all those i love suffering in hell. but if i avoid it, then there's not even hope that You could use me to do something about it.
another thought. now i know why W chooses to follow D. who wouldn want to follow someone who has a clear direction, and passion and has the power of God manifest in their life. i'd follow him too. but i know God has a place for me where i am now. and it just doesn sit right to jump. so out goes that thought..
dear Lord.. how long has it been..? what will life bring..? my mind is so full right now from all the happenings the past 10 days. what does it mean.. i just dont know yet.. but i pray You will build something with all i've experienced so that it is not just an experience, but You can use it to build into my life. I see how real You are. its awesome Lord.. how can i comprehend it.. perhaps i can only try having a simple faith with what i do comprehend. and i pray i walk humbly with You.
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