mayb its silly.. but i miss you brother.. maybe its cos there was news today of another brother who suddenly left due to an accident.. another good young brother gone to Him so soon..

been having so many meetings.. work is starting in earnest again.

listening to Jay Chou.. reminds me of the times we went Karaoke with Wanping.. She's getting married soon you know..

HM plays the guitar q ok.. she played for us the other day. I tried practicing plucking the other day.. I remember how your face used to light up when you held the guitar or played music whether it was on the keyboard or drums. I guess it was something you were genuinely passionate about. And for a moment you would not be thinking of how to suan me. ha. :)

sometimes i wish we could have had more time tog.. but i know His way is best.. i wonder what you would say to that.. but the last few months you seemed to struggle so much.. wanting to fight the illness.. being disappointed each time the test result was not optimistic.. and having to find more strength to continue the fight..

I hope your last few days were good ones.