Friday, September 02, 2005

I love you..

in the afternoon.. tired feets.. went suntec comex.. wah its real big, felt a bit lost.. was looking for cf card n reader.. walked bk to funan challenger to compare price.. bought reader n adaptor there den walk back to suntec again to buy cf card (cheaper there after all..)..

on my way back to suntec (for the second time..!)..

thinkin/talkin to meself.." .. tired.. :p.. mumble mumble.. Father, tired leh.. mumble.. :p.."

"I love you.." .. a deep, kind of resonating, yet full of strength kind of voice said.. i knew that voice.. it was my Father's voice..

and though i had heard Him say this many times before in the past.. this time there was an extra kind of strength in His tone.. an extra reassuring joy and pleasure in our private fellowship kind of thing that arrested my attention.. like when a friend says something and your eyes meet and you both know each other understands more than what was merely spoken kind of thing..

and so.. in my own imperfect way, i said to Him..

" i love You back.."

and there was that moment again..

and the day suddenly brightened for me. :)

if u are reading this.. may the Spirit of God speak to you in your heart.. to know that God loves you dearly too.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Thanks Sze Shan for sharing what is really personal between you and God. It's really comforting to hear that.

For I yearn to hear God's voice for me, for I long to be able to recognize his voice beyond my other thoughts and distractions, for I desire so much to have an intimate relationship with God! Sometimes i really wonder (as a new Christian for less than 2 months) why God doesn't speak to me. Am i not ready yet? I am even reading a book "Hearing God's voice" by Blackaby just to learn how to hear his voice.

I am sure the joy must have been so great to hear His comforting, loving, caring and greatest voice. How How How can i hear that too? Oh God please speak to me and guide me well.

Anyone who has any idea how to help me, maybe can e-mail me? Not that i am getting desperate (of course a part of me desires to feel His presence), but i just wanna hear his voice....God speak to me please.

Regards,
Wallis
wallissultan@hotmail.com