M left yest, WP left today, LZ leaving this sunday. :( everybody gone..

it felt like i had been flying a plane, looking for a place to land for the longest time. and i finally landed my plane. so im not the only odd duck..

today i was thinking, its not so easy to go back after being away and just pick up where u left off. square pegs in round holes. it seems like it should be easy, but its not. everything is still the same.. but everything's changed.

we had a really good talk. and it meant a lot to have someone understand so completely. i cant remember the last time i felt so understood..

time to go blading again :)

It's heartbreaking. There are no words.
The Lord be your strength.

'Take it slower, and realise what is important to you. '

it's better to go out and exercise than to spend the day surfing the net.

i like this song (ok my music taste is like my movie taste. v pop and easy on brain)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgAzK03CgJI

people cannot be replaced..

it was nice journaling at ECP today. :)

Dear Lord,
not enough days to love You.
You understand everything.
You are always there.
Thank You.

You know me completely.
You know me at my best and at my worst.
You know me when I love, in fact You probably put it there.
You know me when I have to leave it behind.
You know I'm not very good at dealing with it, I put it in a box and hide it somewhere.
And sometimes, in a quiet moment, I take it out and look through it with You.

once upon a time, you were there.
now i wont see you again till we are home.
i miss you.

went out with Wanping today and we had a good time. :)

playing the guitar + thinking about you = emo

end of year coming.. miss having you around to talk to.
its been raining non-stop these days. would prob have wrecked your car.

WP having camp.. waiting for her to finish then can talk to her too..

sigh.

met someone who reminds me of you.. it was strangely comforting. mixed.. didnt tell him cos i thot that would sound weird.. we had a really really really good time in China.. Praise God.