was reading some of my old posts, and found them encouraging.. feel that the person 8 yrs ago was more chipper then i feel now. but a lot of the verses i wrote back then still encouraged me when i read them. like this one..

The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still. Exodus 14: 14

Newness. was thinking today. i used to relate more emotionally, and then for a period in China i was in charge of stuff and wld be q task for periods. i think both extremes are not good. but if one shld err.. it wld be better to err on the gentle side..

Newness. need to find some newness in the way i look at things. and also to be under His covering. and look at things looking out from under His covering..

having yr end blues.. thought i would list down what we were doing this yr..

spent a few mths thinking we were gng to USA long term, and living like we were.. decided we were not gng to go usa long term.. and changing our mindset to staying.. changed church in the mid-yr mark.. went to USA for 2 mths.. explored multiple tuition options, met up a couple of them, still nothing yet.. bank loan got disbursed this year.. Wanx came to sg! CY got married! Isaac went to china for a week.. our new house is nearing completion.. somehow the thought of moving is kinda stressful.. more changes again.. got an NTUC card.. consolidated our billing system.. tweaked my schedule agn.. did x and y and z.

actually im still kinda undecided abt the new X. some elements are kinda disturbing. i just dont really get it yet. some things they do are kinda cool, but some ideas they have are kinda disturbing.

just thinking abt what we did this yr makes me tired.

CY getting married! :)
next yr suppose to move to our new home :)
we are adjusting to the new fellowship. Been good so far..
thinking abt our china friends today. i miss them..