David asked her what advice she had, to serve the Lord faithfully as she had done on the field (for many yrs) and even now in her 70s as cell leaders in their church

She said “ Don’t give up. Don’t give up. The ministry has its ups and downs.. but don’t give up.. Press on..”

 Was reading ezekiel 38 and been reading through Ezekiel for a few weeks and past weeks have been a lot of measurements and cubits and chapter 38 the last chapter ended with the below verses and the explanation i read. 

Feel moved that God would want to be with us so much and there is so much thought to the design of the city and specific rooms and what will be done in each room and what the measurements of each room is..

All the way around shall be eighteen thousand cubits; and the name of the city from that day shall be: THE LORD IS THERE.”

b. THE LORD IS THERE: Throughout the larger section of Ezekiel 40-48, the name of the city of Jerusalem is never specifically mentioned. Here we discover why; God will give the city a new name. It will be known as Yahweh Shammah, “Yahweh is There.” In that day, the overwhelming character and idea of Jerusalem would be that God was there.

i. Ezekiel experienced the horror of seeing the glory of God departing from the temple in a vision (Ezekiel 11). Then he saw it return (Ezekiel 43:5). Now, in the new name for the city, he received the assurance that God would remain.

ii. “We bethink us of the truth that there is to be a millennial age — a time of glory, and peace, and joy, and truth, and righteousness. But what is to be the glory of it? Why this, ‘Jehovah-shammah, the Lord is there!’” (Spurgeon)

iii. The principle will carry on into the eternal state. And I heard a loud voice from heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people. God Himself will be with them and be their God.(Revelation 21:3)

iv. Wiersbe explains: “This is one of seven compound names of Jehovah found in the Old Testament.”

· Jehovah Jireh—’the LORD will provide’ (Genesis 22:13–14).

· Jehovah Rapha—’the LORD who heals’ (Exodus 15:26).

· Jehovah Shalom—’the LORD our peace’ (Judges 6:24).

· Jehovah Tsidkenu—’the LORD our righteousness’ (Jeremiah 23:6).

· Jehovah Shammah—’the LORD is present’ (Ezekiel 48:35).

· Jehovah Nissi—’the LORD our banner’ (Exodus 17:8–15).

· Jehovah Ra’ah—’the LORD our shepherd’ (Psalm 23:1).

v. “The name tells of complete satisfaction; that of God, and that of man. God is at rest among His people, His original purpose realised. Man is seen at rest in God, his true destiny reached.” (Morgan)

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 From a tv show 

... there is no timeline for getting over the loss of someone you love.

so i was lying in bed, waiting for L to go to sleep, but just content to lay next to her and stroke her hair while i waited.. and feeling thankful and glad for this simple moment.. and You said to me,, "did it ever occur to you that I can delight over you, in this same way..?''

no conditions, not based on how well i performed today (or any other day), but just because You love me.. like a Father loves His child..

Thank You, Lord

Zephaniah 3:17 New International Version (NIV)

17 The Lord your God is with you,
    the Mighty Warrior who saves.
He will take great delight in you;
    in his love he will no longer rebuke you,
    but will rejoice over you with singing.”

Zephaniah 3:17 New Living Translation (NLT)

17 For the Lord your God is living among you.
    He is a mighty savior.
He will take delight in you with gladness.
    With his love, he will calm all your fears.[a]
    He will rejoice over you with joyful songs.”

Just got back fr cambodia mission trip

Want to record what we did 

Enter a village. Go house to house pray for sick and share gospel

Invite for rally at 4 pm

Rally- icebreaker, skit presentation, song presentation 

Personal testimony sharing, preaching and gospel sharing

Altar call

Pray for sick

Children rally at the side having same program. 

Second day

House to house discipleship 

Call for mass discipleship at 3 pm, arrange into large grps like cell grp

Teach how to pray , teach how to have a relationship with God, basics for new believers 

The last 2 days my team visted a village where ard 50 people received Christ including the village head and an ex doctor. We visited them the next day to do discipleship. Mass discipleship done at 3 pm. Rally done again at 4 pm. Arranged the crowd into 3 big cell grps and went through gospel again and how to pray. 

God healed many of the sick as we shared the gospel and prayed for them. Praise God !

Some of the people i prayed for had leg pain, various pains in the body. One lady had a shoulder with limited function. Could not lift all the way up straight. After prayer she was rotating it 360 degrees joyfully

Swp grp met a man whose eyes were closed and could not see. After prayers, he was able to open his eyes and turned out he could read english french and khmer. He immediately started reading the discipleship materials in English. He had been very sad when he lost his sight because of his loss of his language abilities and literacy. Praise God. 

Got connected with zhangzf and ZHua lately on wechat. Its pretty cool. Likt zzf wld ask me what im doing (im in clinic) and i wld ask him what he is doing (he is minding his cornfield fr chickens)

ZH says he is teaching students now. So glad for him. Not sure if he is still in the faith. Zzf wechat name is Jesus loves you. Thats encouraging. Makes my heart smile.

No church where zzf is.. SHor sent me a few chinese hymns and i forwarded some to them..

I dont know why but i miss u brother lately..

Today attended a evening missions conference session..
Worship time was so good.. there reached a moment and i was like..
i am undone in Your Presence.. and there was nothing and no one more beautiful than You..

tomorrow is Christmas day.

was thinking about the year that has passed and want to remember the parts that are more meaningful to me

Cambodia mission trip was one. learnt a lot.. saw people healed as we prayed , a hunchbacked lady straightened up and was healed of her pain.. a lady with a limp(for a year) was healed after we prayed for her twice.. many others healed of pain, vision restored in eyes..and more.. and many came to know Him.. i saw some of this when i went on a trip with WP church 12 yrs ago.. but this time i saw many more.. Thank God for His kindness.. and so many good things on the trip..

most of the year i just remember looking after Laura.. she is walking now.. was crawling before.. eating more solids now.. i enjoyed the time we went to the SEA aquarium , Isaac' mom and sis were here then too..

hung out some more with WP on our off days.. that was fun..
hung out with H some too..

Thank You Lord

Growing plants inspire me.

Been trying to grow dill for the third time. Growing plants inspire me cos many a time , seeds tt i planted weeks ago and hv given up on, can suddenly spring forth a tiny seedling and surprise me. It reminds me tt invisible to me, God is at work. As i water the nearby plants, having given up on those seeds, life may be stirring in those tiny dried-up looking little things. It reminds me that there is another power at work in this world, one that cannot be denied and is beyond my control. When i look at my metre tall tomato plants , i marvel that such a great big thing with unstoppable leaves sprouting in every direction, came from a tiny little seed.. creation is really quite amazing..

It is an encouragement and also a warning. Be faithful with our small beginnings for we know not where it may lead. Be mindful of our small wrong behaviours for it can also grow out of control.

如果你看到孩子打针觉得扎心，even more so God feels it when His children stumble around in the dark, lost, and when Jesus was crucified..

Laura lifted her head while on her tummy for the first time today.. Im fascinated..

Cheri n i are allowed to take M n M out agn.. :) seems they have improved much while we were absent and miss us a lot. Big M started gng library by herself and her english has improved and kids in school no longer bully her or call her stupid, instead they approach her and want to be her friend.. Children can be so mean.. I was taken aback when i heard it.. Anyway, she is happy w her progress and being accepted in school.. Which i am thankful for.. Small M is more outgoing too.. Praise You Lord for your care for them..

I pray that you will grow strong and healthy
And that you will love Him.

God gives us many chances..

We also must give others second chance, third chance and so on..

hurt people hurt people..

allow God to heal your hurt, and you will lose the impulse to hurt the one who hurt you.. then you can interact with them from a place of peace and wholeness..

At service today:
The power of God is seen not by Christ coming down from the cross, but by Christ choosing to remain on it..

Papa..why is it that when pple pass away, i miss them more than pple who just lose touch gradually..?

woohoo.. i discovered wechat and i chatted w ym, cc and hm today! nostalgia overload.. but i was so grateful to hear some of their good news. Thank You Lord. sounds like they have been running hard for u.. cc is studying Your Word and being active in fellowship and gng for short trip next yr. Hm went home and is serving with the youth.. prev softspoken, seems she is speaking, sharing and leading actively now.. even more heartening is to hear how hm hangs out w cc periodically to recharge and cc got her teeth extracted by ym.. how good to hear of them supporting and encouraging each other.. ym had good news too, of 2 dear brothers, zzf and xp, opening their own shop w the help of a K teacher, and with some timely advice from ym team.. its so good to hear they have new friends who love and support them and seems they regularly appear at ch. thank you Lord. 

was talking to ht the other day.. he says he will go back to africa soon and he will stay as long as You allow him to. maybe he will sell his flat and mayb that is enough for 2 years.. the ground there is hard and u may not see fruit even after being there for a long time.. but even knowing that, he still wants to go, as long as You would have him there. i found that q encouraging. mayb also because of our conversation, i am even more grateful that i was allowed to hear of their good news today.. i know that among the ups and downs, perhaps there is some down times too that they have not shared.. but for all they have, Lord, thank You.

He came back to see me, and i gave him something to read. PTL. 

something bad happened recently.. and they need forensic dntsts.. it reminded me of the time you went to Aceh.. to help identify bodies.. we spoke almost every night.. we never spoke much of the horrors you saw.. we prayed.. even the volunteers needed counselling they said.. this time its very tragic again.. many good people..