what a difference a day makes

what a year. 2 ends of the spectrum. good stuff v good.. bad stuff v bad..

cancer. bad stuff.

pple come to Him. good stuff.

fam issues. bad stuff.

more pple come to Him. good stuff.

sigh. what a world.

i love u brother. i dont know what to say. we go eat crab when i come bk.

How Great

How great the love of God.

that He would use His life to exchange for mine.

xie xie ni.

music

It's interesting.. i really enjoy instrumental worship songs now. Wallis sent me a few and i really like them.. it helps me destress after a long day.. sometimes long cold day.. :)

i like.

health cert

went for health check today.. they took 4 vials of blood! 6 stations. they gave L her wrong blood type prev.. so dont know how much u can trust them but it is a formality we have to go thru.. they measured me 166 cm w shoes! i thought i was 168! mayb i am only 164!! wah piang. Isaac said something abt pple getting older will shrink.. :p

now feeling v tired.. dunno if its the exertion of getting my blood taken or gng thru the system or that it was super cold today .. like 3 degrees loh.

Thank God, while we were at the health check place J got a call that the hospital signed the contract. that is super super awesome news. cant describe how awesome it is. we havent even signed our part yet!

And now i am feeling a bit stressed cos venturing out in unfamiliar waters. sigh. :|

Help me Lord. Help! Pray for Your grace to lead me through. Thank You for today, for the opportunity to talk to WLH.

long day

It's been a long time since i blogged. due to this land's habit of blocking websites.

We had a retirement party for I and M today. they are truly amazing and wonderful brother and sister. really beautiful lives. like the verse, the fragrance of Christ.

signed up for Idem this week. Isaac really encouraged me to. i was hesitating in my usual fashion. so i signed up for it and also bought my airtickets for april. transit in malaysia. not too bad i suppose. now i feel all tired from decision making.

this week started with 2 big meetings. a lot of decisions, a lot to think about. maybe that is why i am tired. sigh. gosh. it was this week we brought P to his new boss place. and also this week we visited FP in hospital. also had some new visitors. i suppose that is why i feel tired.

things move so fast ard here. i thought i would have time to write update, but w the new clinic thing i am tired spinning my thinking wheels around it. Just wait and see. and also trust in Him to direct things. so many things out of our control. who are we kidding, perhaps everything is out of our control..' my times are in Your hands. ' You are in control. Thank You for that.

feeling super tired.. another end to a long week.. actually not that long.. but jus so busy..

mayb cos speed doing dentures for the 2 leprosy patients.. and last week was speed clearing the cons and extractions for the other 3 so that they can go home earlier.. wa but q interesting.. i sawed thru 1 patient's full dentures that were 'anchored' by abt 3 teeth on each arch.. thankfully the teeth were v loose so i could extract the denture without too much trouble.. jialat mann.. e things they make at the road side.. he say it was painful and he was glad to be rid of it tho it mean he have no teeth for 6 weeks..

on top of that we went on day trips to village twice for past 2 weeks..
i feel a bit short tempered cos mayb tired.. which is not good i know.. like if things not done perfectly or if staff not automatic enough i feel a bit like scolding them.. but then again, i remember that they honestly dont know how to do so maybe they jus need a clear direction to pick things up.. or not.. dunno. like if the pain is at spot A why are u trimming it at spot B?? which is the other end of the denture?? scratch head.. don understand..

tired.. mayb after next week will be better

now is thinking how to train TR to do complete dentures for her leprosy village patient.. while minimising the number of times she see them.. hopefully, the 2 uncles can go home on Monday.. which means their dentures took less than 2 weeks to do! faster than the estimated 3 weeks.. i realise i do enjoy trying to problem solve and thinking of creative ways to do something using bare necessities.. been surfing the net for videos on doing complete dentures.. hopefully can sort of finish the training in 3 days.. :P.. also hope to train CY to be a denturist.. :P

really need Him to guide..

Whee!!

i'm not sure how but i can surf facebook and blog again!!!! downloaded something and clicked something and here i am!!!!!! im so excited i can feed my facebook pet again but the thing is down!!!! wa piang

anyway, i also wan to blog abt my first year wedding anniversary! so fast.. one yr already!!!!!!!!!

it was like a whole weekend spending time tog. On sat, we watched GI Joe, followed by Isaac's fav Indian food for lunch.. dinner we went to the Korean place where i ordered too much food again.. (eyes bigger than stomach, as he likes to say).. ok la jus left some Korean cold noodles uneaten..

den sunday which is the day itself we went service, dinner we wanted to go Red Star for thai food but it was closed, so we went teppanyaki. Yummy squid and garlic chicken! Monday we still high on good food and made chicken curry fr the packet mix we bought fr carrefour :) yummm

was great fun. :) ok typical sg blog always talking abt food.. mayb cos we been eating china type food for the past weeks so nice to have a change.

Clinic been q busy these days.. tomo gng village! last week also went.. all day trips so far.. but q fun cos we borrow 1 staff fr the other projects.. tomo we borrow TR fr leprosy rehab project to go w us :) real nice to hang out w XM and TR again (we used to be in the same grp in 2005)

this past week was like speed doing dentures for 5 of TR's patients fr leprosy village. V nice uncles and aunty.. v smily tho they have q some disability w limbs and eyes.. impaired eyesight and no fingers and prosthetic legs.. mayb in Sept will get to train her to do some of the denture steps! exciting!

nite!!

wisdom is not the same as intelligence.

wisdom is seen when a man seeks God for answers instead of the ways of the world and his own ways.

the ways of the world and man are insecure. the bricks we use to build our world will constitute its character.

an insecure world is built by insecure bricks. it is only a matter of time. or else the deception can carry them to their grave.

intelligent pple can make foolish choices.

humility and pride. been reading through Chronicles with the girls. God truely always gives grace to those humble enough to repent and ask Him. But pride inevitably leads to ruin and loss. However, some kings choose pride to their grave and their lives end sadly bringing damage to themselves and those around them. How long and how much ruin will it take before we let go of our pride to pursue God humbly and in His terms and not ours..

china blocked blogspot

china blocked blogspot a few months back.. now in USA for 2+ more weeks so can access.. sigh.. bk in china dunno when they will let me access again..

glad

today is a sort of wonderful day. where everything i wished to do occurred. arranged by Him.

had the clinic meeting.
talked w ZF
really wanted to speak w HQ but didnt see him until he suddenly appeared at 4 plus!! got to speak w him. PTL.
did the 2 ops (prayerfully they will heal uneventfully)
went for after work appts. :)

PTL!

Praise the Lord!

!!All heaven rejoice!

Praise the Lord!
Praise the Lord!
Praise the Lord!
Praise the Lord!

Glory be to God!
Amen.

trips!

gng to msia in june and idaho for a mth after that!

even tho its a good number of weeks away its still exciting!
can't wait to see idaho in summer! isaac says its beautiful w many wildflowers..

Kunming having cherry season.. i want to go pick them.. hope can arrange for it b4 the season is over but jasmine says after that is yangmei season so maybe still can go..

tomo is good friday! holiday! phew.. like having holidays.. rest at home.. clinic been q full on past few weeks.. but we are finishing treatment for massage class, so maybe will be free again? who knows.. only God knows. :)

student with one brown, one blue eye

here's one of our students with different coloured eyes.. nice guy, plays basketball. we have 3 students like that and 1 student with 2 blue eyes (all chinese). They are all deaf.

here are 2 links to learn more about why pple have diferent coloured eyes. it seems it's a matter of melanocytes not reaching the right place. it may or may not be indicative of a medical condition.

http://content.nejm.org/cgi/content/full/353/22/2409

http://www.thetech.org/genetics/ask.php?id=226

phone

when we answer our hp here we go "wei, hello?" just to cover all bases.. haha

shoulder ache

recurrent shoulder ache on the right fr dental work. bad posture? hmm.. this week is funny. bad is got a school trip for cancelled last minute which was disappointing but we got over it. good is we had 3 special visitors. :) n i joined a p meeting which was just what i needed.

sermon

this week sermon was on how the cultures of the world are built on 3 main themes.

in the garden of Eden, when sin entered, 3 things happened. Guilt, shame and fear entered the garden. What was missing in the garden.. Repentance, which has to do with taking responsibility. the man blamed the woman, the woman blamed the snake.

the western culture: built on innocence and guilt, ie right and wrong

the middle eastern and asian cultures: honor and shame

animistic culture (fear of the spiritual realm): power and fear

what it means; ie in middle eastern culture, what is more important is maintaining honor. the qn asked is not what is right, but what is honorable. what is honorable is not always right (ie a country harbouring a terrorist and not giving him up because he is now a guest in your house and honor dictates u look after those under your roof) (or, in Genesis, Lot offering his daughter to the men in Sodom as long as they leave his guests alone)

i thought it made a lot of sense. because we are taught a lot about christianity from the western culture, thus when we present the gospel, we tend to focus on what is right and wrong, (the 4 spiritual laws etc) which can leave us feeling a bit cold. There is not 3 gospels, but only 1. We often forget to present the gospel in its fullness.. that at the cross Jesus disarmed all the forces arrayed against us (colossians), removing our fears and anointed us with honor, removing our shame (brought on by sin).

the speaker made an interesting point. he say guilt is feeling bad about something we have done. whereas shame is feeling bad about our person. sometimes shame is put on to us by other pple. and it is possible to feel shame while doing the right thing.

reminds me of a qn posed to me before: if u catch someone cheating in class, will u tell on him. while it is right to report on the person, the shame of being labelled negatively by your peers may stop u.

yes i think in our society, honor and shame and power and fear play a significant role.. pple are always v interested to discuss about supernatural things. Feng shui, superstitions, fillial piety, honor, and shame (often hear parents trying to motivate their kids using shame).

Praise the Lord that in Him we need not fear and we have no condemnation. We have honor restored to us, the power of God in us, and we are seen as innocent through Jesus.

sometimes we get distracted by the accessories and trappings we forget what is the main thing..

That we were lost and dead in our sin.. and God saved us.

O precious is the flow
That makes me white as snow
No other fount I know
Nothing but the blood of Jesus

serving Him

if there is love in my heart, it doesn't matter what i do..

in that moment, i feel the pleasure of God. i feel God. n my heart is happy.

i treated 4 kids fr DL's home today. they were adorable. 3 extractions, 2 shots, it was all smiles. only 1 nervous little boy with tears that dried quickly. 1 little girl even said she hoped she got a shot! so i told her congratulations she is gng to get one :P

Isaac cooked tonight! not bad :P

sermon

heard an analogy today at church. thought it was interesting.

Unforgiveness is like drinking poison yourself and hoping the other person dies.

well put.

He also talked abt keeping ourselves clear like a conduit/channel of God's blessing. keeping watch that we dont get clogged up (w anger, bitterness etc) and hence unable to work as a channel. Also how a dam starts w one log, then ano log getting caught. or how our bathtub gets clogged w 1 hair which then v quickly traps the next hair and it goes on.

scotty!

scott macintyre!!!!!! woohoo!!