black eyed peas

WITL.. lalala

shall try to complain less this year.. LL out of hospital :).. went to GHA today. hard to decide... aiyo.... try to book FCBC...

WITL.. lalala

stone cold heart.. sigh. wearied by the wind and the rain. does it mean i go to the place where it is not weary and try to find warmth in it again? scratch head indeed. wats the problem... wats the problem indeed... the Master knows..

lalala..

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i feel very sad that my fren is in pain. it doesnt help him. but i cant help it. i worry, i try not to worry. and then i worry again. until i also dunno why i worry. but i know i still am. worried. and i pray. need some time. to go to the next phase. need some time alone with Him.

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i need some distraction? or i need some time for things to settle down.. ? or.. sigh. many new things happened, or are gng to happen this year. some are happy things, some not so. but i know Who will get me through one thing at a time, one day at a time, one matter at a time. i pray my eyes are fixed on Him.
heartpain. :'(

milo

ive been drinking milo a lot recently, dev a sudden taste for it. maybe its comfort food. i dunno..

my brother has gone for his op today. a few hours post op, he still has a lot of pain. Lord please help him. May You bring good things out of this. May Your kingdom come, Your will be done. Please keep him in Your peace.

i went to a shop today w my mum! it was pleasant and even fun. Thank You. :) we will visit 1 more shop and then hopefully can decide..

met Joel for dinner today :) it rained hard. thankfully we had umbrellas. :)

im also thankful that Wanping is my friend. we went to do hair yesterday! it took half the expected time. and we were safe. :) Thank You.

pray that Isaac will be well in Kunming. Please bless him to learn his chinese in Your power. Amen.

Auntie B and Uncle S went back to USA. much touched by their love and support. Aunt B, 5th unc, aunt and Derrick and Shiyue attended service together with me! We had a good time.

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heartpain.. :'(

thank God for a good holiday

Isaac in Kunming..
Wanping in Thailand..
Kunliang in .. Cambodia?
...

hehe

i'm having interesting thoughts..

been thinking, over the past months, i've
-appeared in a project calender(miss october 2007!)(printed by the Kunming team i was w la)
-shared at my professor's church
-been published (a small contribution to a book project on mission work)

i am so blessed. this is interesting to me.
and i am so blessed. even before i hopefully go overseas next year, a group and some friends have expressed to me their desire to support me financially when i do.
my heart is encouraged by their expressions of love.

and i am so blessed. someone bought me lunch today! hairy crab meal.

Thank You Lord. Please help me to trust in You and learn how to work with You, under Your direction. Thank You for Your grace that keeps me.

What He delights in.

He has showed you, O man, what is good.
And what does the Lord require of you?
To act justly and to love mercy
and to walk humbly with your God.

(Mic 6:8)

“Let not the wise man boast of his wisdom
or the strong man boast of his strength
or the rich man boast of his riches,

but let him who boasts boast about this:
that he understands and knows me,

that I am the Lord, who exercises kindness,
justice and righteousness on earth,

for in these I delight,”
declares the Lord.

(Jer 9:23-24)


Mercy. Justice. Humbleness of heart.

12 oct

you pray for what you care for about and you will care about the people/things you pray for.

yes

i'm not always right, Lord. I admit. there's prob a lot i'm not seeing or understanding enough.

but there is a place to be honest, in my position, whereever it is, so let me jus call a spade a spade.

sometimes, i feel v frustrated. i do not understand why a big deal has to be made of everything. to the extent that love becomes complicated, instead of facilitated. sometimes, there is jus nothing significant that i learnt. sometimes life needs to be lived, instead of organised into a learning issue. sometimes, the experience speaks louder for itself than anything else. sometimes.

and like someone said, sometimes i am looking for someone who can inspire me w their life. not the amount of theological arguments they can spout out. an act of kindness i witness, speaks louder than a sermon.

sometimes. i am tired of words. and i wish it could be more real. and im disappointed that it isnt. and im not q sure what to do abt it.

kindness is a language the blind can see and the deaf can hear.

english tuition

ive been teaching my friend english once a weeknite.
its been surprisingly satisfactory.. she learns fast and is a quick study. i'm glad. i pray she will improve her english and it will be useful to her. In Jesus' name, amen. :)

Quirky things abt me

yes, i have decided to start a list! haha. u can add to it if u think u know some, subject to my scanning of cos. :p

1. i like the smell of tiger balm oil
2. i make noises when im not doing anything.
3. i like to sing 'deck the halls' to myself sometimes.
4. i used to experiment drinking soup with macaroni and kangkong stems
when i was a kid.
5. i make a lip smacking sound when i think of food. (Isaac)
6. i will almost faint at the sight of my own blood from cuts/wounds. (ping)
7. i have high metabolic rate. must eat every 4 hours. (ping)
8. i like to rear animals (tho they don't last long.. :))) (ping)
9. i get hungry at 11 am and 4 pm everyday.

so exciting!

i got airtickets! :)

thanksgiving

dear Wanping,
just want to say, I thank God for you.
You are one of the more important and best parts of my life. The Lord has blessed me richly with a friend like you. :)

musing

looking at the pic..

who would have thought the cute child would grow up to be such a cute man, in so many ways.

I know the One who knew. I wonder if I would ever see like how He sees. I wonder if I could see every child, every person like that.

mmm..

i want to go next year..

http://www.malaysia-islands.com/html/redang/beach/pasir-panjang-besar.shtml

At service yest...

God is too good to be unkind,
God is too wise to be confused,
When I cannot trace His Hand,
I can always trust His Heart.

Irony

thank u my fren

thank u for blading with me when i was in a bad mood yest.. thks for listening to me vent..

do de dup de dup de dup

do de dup de dup de dup de dup..

i pray for patience dear Lord.. the patience that You have. i pray for understanding too. the way You understand them. it's true, i do not understand them the way You do. i pray i will. as much as possible. that i would understand and love the way You do.

the way that He loves, is so thrilling because
His love reaches even me..